Idag när jag kom hem från skolan var jag helt deppig, alltså vi har verkligen cp-mycket i skolan för tillfället och idag är det plugg-onsdag så hmm ingen härlig kväll att se fram emot..
Så blir det när man är träningsfri.. =(
I alla fall så när jag kom hem hade jag fått ett brev, eller mer ett paket kan man säga. En blå liten låda som kallade sig "Bluebox". Jag hade verkligen ingen aning om vad detta var..
Så i ena hörnet satt en liten etikett "Överraskning, öppnas på högtidsdagen", antog därför att det var avsett som födelsedagspresent då jag fyller år om en vecka!
Men liksom va fan ska man göra när det kommer en present på posten så där bara?
Tro man väntar.. haha inte jag i alla fall, hade ju ändå ingen aning om vad det var.. det kanske bara var en sån reklamstuff eller något sånt, så jag öppnade.
Snacka om överraskning, i kartongen låg nämligen ett underbart litet paket från min älskade M. It totally made my day =) hihi.
TACK
och förlåt för att jag öppnade i förtid, men jag ångrar mig inte haha(A)
"Grattis på 17årsdagen gumman, ledsen att jag inte kan vara där! Men jag kommer, snart ;)
Love / M"
Jag saknar dig.
Vi mååste ses snart,
och hoppas allt har löst sig med Tobbe.
Jag finns alltid här för dig!
Puss och kram, och tack igen
Love you,
din skåning
onsdag 3 oktober 2007
From now on..
är det svenska som gäller.. det blir mycket lättare så!
jag är ändå så dålig på engelska haha (A)
kanske hoppar in med lite engelska överaskningar ibland.. vi får se =)
seeee ya
/E
jag är ändå så dålig på engelska haha (A)
kanske hoppar in med lite engelska överaskningar ibland.. vi får se =)
seeee ya
/E
torsdag 27 september 2007
Where are you sis?
Where have you been?
And what is happening to you?
How is everything going.. Are you okej? I haven´t heard from you for days.. =(
Come back to me darling,
I miss you,
I Love You <3
/E
And what is happening to you?
How is everything going.. Are you okej? I haven´t heard from you for days.. =(
Come back to me darling,
I miss you,
I Love You <3
/E
lördag 22 september 2007
Jealousy..
I just realized that I truuuly hate it, HATE it..
And sorry, but I can´t imagine anytime it´s a positive thing.. it only destroyes =(
Yesterday I sat looking at some old conversations between me and MrX; mostly of them was wonderful but others really awful. There were not so many awful discussions, maybe 3, but they all made me think.. and I understood things that maybe weren´t very good for me.
The chats was simply about jealousy..
I´m never jealous.. because if I trust a person, I really trust him or her, and I trust them so much that as long as we know our relation with each other and are honest in our feelings (then we talk about guys), why worry unnecessarily?!
Often when I say my oppinion about this issue people ask me if I never get hurted with people who betrays me? And then I always anwer no.. Because the persons I trust, I truly trust, and the one I don´t trust aren´t one of my best friends.. and then I don´t care enough to bother what stuffs her or he´s in to.
Back to MrX and our conversation..
He, was really really jealous, and that was the thing that, I´ve understood it now, was the main reason til why we broke up.
He attacked me with different charges, which I wouldn´t even dare to do.. Like be unfaithful or something like that. Once he even accused me and got really angry for having huged my best boyfriend who I´ve known since I was tiny.. For what reason?
The worst thing with the whole situation was that I couldn´t let him go, I loved him.
So over and over I defend myself and I begged and cried and fought until he had changed his mind, and told me that he would give me another chance.. Maybe he had some unreliable girlfriends before and it was like he had to make sure I wasn´t like them over and over again..
But as I said my fightings were successful maybe 2 or 3 times.. He started to figure out how good I were and I thought I finally would get an end on these stuffs.
But I was wrong.
The last attack was the worst and it was connected to one of the previous problems; he accused me for have something more than a friendship with my childhood-friend. And I didn´t had the power to get throug all of this again.. Specially not when he had got all totally wrong and he wouldn´t listen to me when I tried to explain it for him.
And the thing was that every time I had to explain myself, it consumed my feelings. But the times before this one my feelings for this guy won over the consume of them.. but this time my feelings didn´t won the fight and I became tired of getting hurt; so I finished our relationship.
And now afterwards I try to think of the negative sides of MrX.. and he even asked me if I could tell him. But I couldn´t find more than one word:
JEALOUSY
And then I kept thinkiing, what if he hadn´t been that jealous.. Then he would be the perfect guy for me, and probably, we would still be together.
So please. stop beeing jealous, it doesn´t bring any happiness to the world.. only makes it more sad.
Behave as you want others to treat you, and don´t be afraid of trust.
/E
And sorry, but I can´t imagine anytime it´s a positive thing.. it only destroyes =(
Yesterday I sat looking at some old conversations between me and MrX; mostly of them was wonderful but others really awful. There were not so many awful discussions, maybe 3, but they all made me think.. and I understood things that maybe weren´t very good for me.
The chats was simply about jealousy..
I´m never jealous.. because if I trust a person, I really trust him or her, and I trust them so much that as long as we know our relation with each other and are honest in our feelings (then we talk about guys), why worry unnecessarily?!
Often when I say my oppinion about this issue people ask me if I never get hurted with people who betrays me? And then I always anwer no.. Because the persons I trust, I truly trust, and the one I don´t trust aren´t one of my best friends.. and then I don´t care enough to bother what stuffs her or he´s in to.
Back to MrX and our conversation..
He, was really really jealous, and that was the thing that, I´ve understood it now, was the main reason til why we broke up.
He attacked me with different charges, which I wouldn´t even dare to do.. Like be unfaithful or something like that. Once he even accused me and got really angry for having huged my best boyfriend who I´ve known since I was tiny.. For what reason?
The worst thing with the whole situation was that I couldn´t let him go, I loved him.
So over and over I defend myself and I begged and cried and fought until he had changed his mind, and told me that he would give me another chance.. Maybe he had some unreliable girlfriends before and it was like he had to make sure I wasn´t like them over and over again..
But as I said my fightings were successful maybe 2 or 3 times.. He started to figure out how good I were and I thought I finally would get an end on these stuffs.
But I was wrong.
The last attack was the worst and it was connected to one of the previous problems; he accused me for have something more than a friendship with my childhood-friend. And I didn´t had the power to get throug all of this again.. Specially not when he had got all totally wrong and he wouldn´t listen to me when I tried to explain it for him.
And the thing was that every time I had to explain myself, it consumed my feelings. But the times before this one my feelings for this guy won over the consume of them.. but this time my feelings didn´t won the fight and I became tired of getting hurt; so I finished our relationship.
And now afterwards I try to think of the negative sides of MrX.. and he even asked me if I could tell him. But I couldn´t find more than one word:
JEALOUSY
And then I kept thinkiing, what if he hadn´t been that jealous.. Then he would be the perfect guy for me, and probably, we would still be together.
So please. stop beeing jealous, it doesn´t bring any happiness to the world.. only makes it more sad.
Behave as you want others to treat you, and don´t be afraid of trust.
/E
fredag 21 september 2007
A tough week is over
Pysicstest
Essaywriting
and plenty of other stuffs..
makes this weekend more earned than ever,
I´m going to have fun, FUN and FUN!!!
Friday starts with girlnight along with my dear classmates; Ena, Korre and Linnea!
Movie, talk, laughs and candy are going to be a great start of the weekend
On Saturday I´m going to have my first sleepy morning for I don´t know how long.. I have no work, no floorball and so familytrips.. LOVLEY!
Then I´m going to meet some of my friends and watch some other friends play floorball, nice nice =)
And at the evening, I havn´t decided anything yet.. maybe hang out with someone I havn´t seen for a while.. or meet MrX.. or just be home for one single night..
SUNDAY! The day everyone is talking about.. party, PARTY and PARTY!!
I think it will turn out really fun because many of my frinends are going there.. and that includes Benne, Marcus and that gang too who I havn´t seen for a long time since I´ve worked so many early mornings latley.. But now it´s time!
Monday.. the day after.. maybe I won´t feel so good, but that doesn´t matter because we´re free from school, YIPPIE! Maybe some studying, but we don´t have so much planned so it´s chill!
I LOVE THE WEEKEND
/iddddii E
Essaywriting
and plenty of other stuffs..
makes this weekend more earned than ever,
I´m going to have fun, FUN and FUN!!!
Friday starts with girlnight along with my dear classmates; Ena, Korre and Linnea!
Movie, talk, laughs and candy are going to be a great start of the weekend
On Saturday I´m going to have my first sleepy morning for I don´t know how long.. I have no work, no floorball and so familytrips.. LOVLEY!
Then I´m going to meet some of my friends and watch some other friends play floorball, nice nice =)
And at the evening, I havn´t decided anything yet.. maybe hang out with someone I havn´t seen for a while.. or meet MrX.. or just be home for one single night..
SUNDAY! The day everyone is talking about.. party, PARTY and PARTY!!
I think it will turn out really fun because many of my frinends are going there.. and that includes Benne, Marcus and that gang too who I havn´t seen for a long time since I´ve worked so many early mornings latley.. But now it´s time!
Monday.. the day after.. maybe I won´t feel so good, but that doesn´t matter because we´re free from school, YIPPIE! Maybe some studying, but we don´t have so much planned so it´s chill!
I LOVE THE WEEKEND
/iddddii E
torsdag 20 september 2007
I don´t know what to do with myself...
Sometimes, I can actually look at you as the love of my life,
and that we´re ment to be together.
But I don´t feel like I have the time right now, to sacrifice things for it.
And that makes me even more confused,
because think if it´s too late that day I may realise what huge mistake I once did...
/E
and that we´re ment to be together.
But I don´t feel like I have the time right now, to sacrifice things for it.
And that makes me even more confused,
because think if it´s too late that day I may realise what huge mistake I once did...
/E
måndag 17 september 2007
OC!
Virginity ("the talk")
-did you wear a, you know.. protection
-oh my god yees, I can´t believe you just asked me that
-well, I´m sorry but I had to, it´s just so good that you did, if u gonna have sex you gotta be responsible,
-responsible and akward
-hey listen, you were lucky to hang in there after all that foreplay
-for.. what?
-foreplay
-?
-oh.. yeah, you know.. eh massaging the.. eh, Look, here´s the point: jst because you´re ready to go it doesn´t mean that she is ready to go
-I´m always ready to go
-Oh that´s my son, we Cohans are very sexual beeings
-that´s discusting .. Soo, foreplay huh?
-may I ask you.. who do you sleep with? You got so many girls these days..
-...
-Summer?
-yes...
-oh you dog,
KLOCKRENT!
/E
-did you wear a, you know.. protection
-oh my god yees, I can´t believe you just asked me that
-well, I´m sorry but I had to, it´s just so good that you did, if u gonna have sex you gotta be responsible,
-responsible and akward
-hey listen, you were lucky to hang in there after all that foreplay
-for.. what?
-foreplay
-?
-oh.. yeah, you know.. eh massaging the.. eh, Look, here´s the point: jst because you´re ready to go it doesn´t mean that she is ready to go
-I´m always ready to go
-Oh that´s my son, we Cohans are very sexual beeings
-that´s discusting .. Soo, foreplay huh?
-may I ask you.. who do you sleep with? You got so many girls these days..
-...
-Summer?
-yes...
-oh you dog,
KLOCKRENT!
/E
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